Blue
White
Yellow
Love takes my hand
As the sunsets on a perfect day.
Red
Orange
Purple
Hands intertwined,
Writing our names in the sand
Capturing the moment.
Pink
Black
White
Perched on a rock,
Sitting in silence.
Soft winds,
Wave breaks,
Rustling grass,
We count the stars.
Lulling music
Crackling fire
Pouring wine
We toast to life,
and love.
Moonlight
Flames
Flicker
In this light,
My love is even more perfect.
Pillows
Blankets
Clothes
Strewn around the room.
Sheets
Skin
Lips
We melt into each other.
Fast hearts
Heavy breathing
Sweet nothings
A song and dance only we know.
Kissing
Playing
Touching
We find a long awaited release.
Kissing
Talking
Cuddling
Round 2,
Round 3....
Black
Yellow
Orange
The night has come to an end.
Shower
Play
Kiss
Planning our day over breakfast.
Pillows
Blankets
Clothes
Time for rest..
Soft kisses
Cuddling
Breathing
Super Tired
Unable to sleep,
I can't help but think about how wonderful my love is.
Smiles
Circles
Heart beats
I am the luckiest woman in the universe.
Please Don't let this dream end.
Tuesday, December 27, 2016
Afternoon Kisses~
It Starts In the kitchen,
Music plays,
I'm playing with flowers.
He changes the music,
Comes up behind me,
wraps his arms around me,
pulls me close,
we start to sway,
it leads to a dance,
he kisses my neck,
a soft moan escapes as I bite my lip, he
twirls me,
facing him now,
we couldn't be closer,
I kiss his collar bone,
nibble my way up his neck,
Kissing, and gently biting his lip,
he moans,
I smile,
we are still dancing,
his eyes tell me he wants more,
grabbing my waist he pulls me even closer,
in one motion
my dress,
my apron,
fall to the floor,
I put my hands on his stomach,
under his shirt,
feeling his perfect body,
slowly,
My hands glide up,
taking his shirt with them.
kissing my neck,
he makes his way down,
taking my bra,
and panties with him.
He works his way back up,
pausing at my bust.
Kissing and licking,
a soft, impatient moan.
one hand behind his head the other at his waste,
His pants drop.
A fervent whisper
"Please"
as he works his way back up,
setting me on fire,
hunger in his eyes.
he lifts me up,
setting me on the island,
Hopping up,
he lays me down,
Kissing me,
Hard,
Hot,
We play,
Suddenly the room disappears,
we are in a cloud,
all i am aware of,
is him,
he claims me,
Slow,
sweet,
I can't much more of the teasing,
"Harder"
He complies...
Faster,
No need to speak now,
We become one.
I start to shake,
back arches,
I tighten,
he throbs,
Moaning against my neck,
Together we reach the peak.
The flowers,
fall to the floor,
we giggle,
he blushes,
"Oops"
It ends with a soft, passionate kiss.
Music plays,
I'm playing with flowers.
He changes the music,
Comes up behind me,
wraps his arms around me,
pulls me close,
we start to sway,
it leads to a dance,
he kisses my neck,
a soft moan escapes as I bite my lip, he
twirls me,
facing him now,
we couldn't be closer,
I kiss his collar bone,
nibble my way up his neck,
Kissing, and gently biting his lip,
he moans,
I smile,
we are still dancing,
his eyes tell me he wants more,
grabbing my waist he pulls me even closer,
in one motion
my dress,
my apron,
fall to the floor,
I put my hands on his stomach,
under his shirt,
feeling his perfect body,
slowly,
My hands glide up,
taking his shirt with them.
kissing my neck,
he makes his way down,
taking my bra,
and panties with him.
He works his way back up,
pausing at my bust.
Kissing and licking,
a soft, impatient moan.
one hand behind his head the other at his waste,
His pants drop.
A fervent whisper
"Please"
as he works his way back up,
setting me on fire,
hunger in his eyes.
he lifts me up,
setting me on the island,
Hopping up,
he lays me down,
Kissing me,
Hard,
Hot,
We play,
Suddenly the room disappears,
we are in a cloud,
all i am aware of,
is him,
he claims me,
Slow,
sweet,
I can't much more of the teasing,
"Harder"
He complies...
Faster,
No need to speak now,
We become one.
I start to shake,
back arches,
I tighten,
he throbs,
Moaning against my neck,
Together we reach the peak.
The flowers,
fall to the floor,
we giggle,
he blushes,
"Oops"
It ends with a soft, passionate kiss.
Unsung~
Since the beginning of time,
Many words have been left unwritten
Many dreams left undreamed
Many wishes left unwished,
thoughts left unspoken
Hearts left unloved
Souls left unfree
Feelings, left unknown.
Songs, left unsung.
Since the beginning of time,
These things are left untouched.
Fear, is never left untouched,
Fear of ridicule,
Fear of rejection,
Fear of heckling,
Fear of shattering.
Fear of falling
Fear of hurting.
Since the beginning of time,
These fears have silenced too much.
Silenced Victims
Silenced voices,
Silenced success,
Silenced hearts,
Silenced love,
Silenced sanity.
Since the beginning of time,
The silence,
Has broken so much more.
Broken hearts,
Broken souls,
Broken dreams,
Broken faith,
Broken chances,
Broken relationships,
Broken trust,
Broken futures,
Since the beginning of time,
Everything Broken,
Has left Everything else shattered.
And only left regret
Regret, not telling that love how you feel
Regret, letting go of your dreams,
Regret, not singing that song,
Regret, lettings haters hold you back,
Regret, letting fear stop you,
Regret letting yourself be silenced,
Regret, Allowing everything to shatter,
Regret, Regretting.
Since the begininng of time,
Only a few words, have been written,
Only a few dreams, have been chased,
Only a few feelings, have been shared,
Only a few thoughts, have been spoken,
Only a few wishes, have been wished.
Only a few Hearts, have been loved,
Only a few souls, Have been freed.
Only a few songs. have been sang,
Since the beginning of time,
Only a few have been brave enough
To throw caution to the wind...
Will you let fear shatter you?
Will you be brave?
Don't regret living.
Living requires you to speak
To love,
To have faith
To wish,
To hope,
To write,
To dream,
To SING,
Don't leave life Unsung.
Many words have been left unwritten
Many dreams left undreamed
Many wishes left unwished,
thoughts left unspoken
Hearts left unloved
Souls left unfree
Feelings, left unknown.
Songs, left unsung.
Since the beginning of time,
These things are left untouched.
Fear, is never left untouched,
Fear of ridicule,
Fear of rejection,
Fear of heckling,
Fear of shattering.
Fear of falling
Fear of hurting.
Since the beginning of time,
These fears have silenced too much.
Silenced Victims
Silenced voices,
Silenced success,
Silenced hearts,
Silenced love,
Silenced sanity.
Since the beginning of time,
The silence,
Has broken so much more.
Broken hearts,
Broken souls,
Broken dreams,
Broken faith,
Broken chances,
Broken relationships,
Broken trust,
Broken futures,
Since the beginning of time,
Everything Broken,
Has left Everything else shattered.
And only left regret
Regret, not telling that love how you feel
Regret, letting go of your dreams,
Regret, not singing that song,
Regret, lettings haters hold you back,
Regret, letting fear stop you,
Regret letting yourself be silenced,
Regret, Allowing everything to shatter,
Regret, Regretting.
Since the begininng of time,
Only a few words, have been written,
Only a few dreams, have been chased,
Only a few feelings, have been shared,
Only a few thoughts, have been spoken,
Only a few wishes, have been wished.
Only a few Hearts, have been loved,
Only a few souls, Have been freed.
Only a few songs. have been sang,
Since the beginning of time,
Only a few have been brave enough
To throw caution to the wind...
Will you let fear shatter you?
Will you be brave?
Don't regret living.
Living requires you to speak
To love,
To have faith
To wish,
To hope,
To write,
To dream,
To SING,
Don't leave life Unsung.
How~
You hurt the one,
Your heart belongs too,
Time and again,
You lost yourself, for quite some time,
You watch them walk away,
You can't make them stay.
You can only cry,
Until your heart stops beating,
Until the very last breath leaves your body.
You can only blame yourself,
For the pain you feel,
For the pain they feel,
You can only wish for a time a machine to go back,
To take back every lie,
Every argument,
Every feeling left unsaid.
You can beat yourself up,
You can drink yourself away,
You can have guilt dreams every night,
Wake crying, Screaming, every morning.
You can find yourself,
albeit too late,
You can prove to everyone,
who matters,
you are back.
You can talk everyday to the one,
who holds your heart,
You can hope for the best...
You can even pretend to be,
okay,
most days.
You can pretend it doesn't hurt to breathe.
There is a lot you can do.
But how...
HOW do you do the things you can't?
How do you tell them,
you love them,
you need them,
you want them.
How do you explain,
that you will spend your life repenting,
if you have to.
How do you say,
everything,
That your heart is bursting, to say?
How do you tell the person,
you destroyed,
that you can love them right.
How do you confess,
that even the simplest of conversation,
set you on fire,
but you never said anything,
out of an irrational fear.
How do you confess that a more recent conversation,
Set you ablaze,
that you got 3 different poems out of it.
How do you tell them that you almost sent them over 100 times,
but felt its only gonna throw you,
across a line,
that will only push them further away..
How do you make it known,
that you want so badly to be able to tell them,
everything you never did,
how do you tell them.
that you feel like a horrible person.
How do you say, anything.
How, do you make it up to them.
How do you distance yourself,
when you just want to kiss. and hold them,
until their smile no longer hurts?
How do you get back into their heart, when you are pretty sure its closed off to you..
Your heart belongs too,
Time and again,
You lost yourself, for quite some time,
You watch them walk away,
You can't make them stay.
You can only cry,
Until your heart stops beating,
Until the very last breath leaves your body.
You can only blame yourself,
For the pain you feel,
For the pain they feel,
You can only wish for a time a machine to go back,
To take back every lie,
Every argument,
Every feeling left unsaid.
You can beat yourself up,
You can drink yourself away,
You can have guilt dreams every night,
Wake crying, Screaming, every morning.
You can find yourself,
albeit too late,
You can prove to everyone,
who matters,
you are back.
You can talk everyday to the one,
who holds your heart,
You can hope for the best...
You can even pretend to be,
okay,
most days.
You can pretend it doesn't hurt to breathe.
There is a lot you can do.
But how...
HOW do you do the things you can't?
How do you tell them,
you love them,
you need them,
you want them.
How do you explain,
that you will spend your life repenting,
if you have to.
How do you say,
everything,
That your heart is bursting, to say?
How do you tell the person,
you destroyed,
that you can love them right.
How do you confess,
that even the simplest of conversation,
set you on fire,
but you never said anything,
out of an irrational fear.
How do you confess that a more recent conversation,
Set you ablaze,
that you got 3 different poems out of it.
How do you tell them that you almost sent them over 100 times,
but felt its only gonna throw you,
across a line,
that will only push them further away..
How do you make it known,
that you want so badly to be able to tell them,
everything you never did,
how do you tell them.
that you feel like a horrible person.
How do you say, anything.
How, do you make it up to them.
How do you distance yourself,
when you just want to kiss. and hold them,
until their smile no longer hurts?
How do you get back into their heart, when you are pretty sure its closed off to you..
Saturday, December 24, 2016
A Demon's Love
When you look at us what do you see?
Do you see a normal person?
A monster?
An evil entity?
Do you believe we exist?
Or look right through us?
Do you fear us or embrace us?
Do you try to banish us?
Why is it you think of us this way?
Haven't you ever heard "the darkest hearts love the best"?
This is speaking of demons. Like me. I can not speak for all of us, but I can for those like me. We are tortured souls forced to walk the cold earth alone. We do not mean any harm, we just wish to find light and solace, Warmth...
We might appear to you as some sort of angsty emo kid, And theoretically you wouldn't be wrong.. For we are artists, and we feel our emotions much stronger than others do, and we can feel yours, Even if we appear oblivious, feigning ignorance is a defense mechanism. We may be demons...and may suffer and may, unknowingly, hurt people.... many times over. But we don't on purpose.
We are prone to love easily, and fast, but it is the truest love you will ever know, the one that sacrifices, The one that stays by your side no matter what, that never falters and fights to the death. If we say we love you, it's a big deal, and shouldn't be taken lightly. We might say it "too soon" not to scare you or come off crazy, but to make it known so we don't lose you...
We are always severely misunderstood... feared and forced to become what we are stereotyped: evil monsters... Who hurt others...
We are not like those things, they are force even more evil than Satan. If a Demon becomes a monster or evil being it is because you made us that way, you didn't give us a chance to be what we truly are.
Just like any other race, we are grossly stereotyped and it hurts us. We are confused with other races and grouped in a box.. please don't put us in a box.
Let us be our individual selves. Let us love you in a way that only a demon can, truly, madly, deeply, purely... let us help you smile, and make sure it never leaves, let us take your burdens as our own, let us listen actively, let us show you our most intimate and naked selves (not necessarily physically, though we don't mind that from the right person (;).
We like to touch, A LOT it may seem annoying or clingly, but if you draw boundaries we won't break them, until we have permission... We will fall for you fast if you are right, and that is just how we are. We also want to taste your life essence occasionally, and will ask nicely, taking in it the least painful way possible. It is a most erotic experience and will offer ourselves to you. A test of faith if you will...
We only ask those we intend to bond with for life... if a demon asks you to bond, it's a pretty big deal, and you must only accept knowing fully what you are getting yourself into...
For a demon, who is bonded, it is more than a marriage, more than a piece of paper, a ring or a collar (though those may be present as well) it is an unbreakable bond, that lasts even beyond death, if you bond, chances are you met in a past life and will meet in every life following this....
However, an actual bond has ceremony... you take blood at the same time as your partner, usually during climax. This is different than just sharing blood, you bite them, then they bite you (or cut if they can't pierce skin with teeth)although this is highly erotic and creates a form of trust and a special connection,and not done with many partners (in most cases, typically we will have a designated blood lender) it is nowhere near the sacred bond.
Know and learn the difference.
How great is that?
How could you turn this down?
Consider these before pushing a demon away... are they really horrible?
Or can you find the diamond amongst all the rough?
Always
Sin,
Demon Queen.
Do you see a normal person?
A monster?
An evil entity?
Do you believe we exist?
Or look right through us?
Do you fear us or embrace us?
Do you try to banish us?
Why is it you think of us this way?
Haven't you ever heard "the darkest hearts love the best"?
This is speaking of demons. Like me. I can not speak for all of us, but I can for those like me. We are tortured souls forced to walk the cold earth alone. We do not mean any harm, we just wish to find light and solace, Warmth...
We might appear to you as some sort of angsty emo kid, And theoretically you wouldn't be wrong.. For we are artists, and we feel our emotions much stronger than others do, and we can feel yours, Even if we appear oblivious, feigning ignorance is a defense mechanism. We may be demons...and may suffer and may, unknowingly, hurt people.... many times over. But we don't on purpose.
We are prone to love easily, and fast, but it is the truest love you will ever know, the one that sacrifices, The one that stays by your side no matter what, that never falters and fights to the death. If we say we love you, it's a big deal, and shouldn't be taken lightly. We might say it "too soon" not to scare you or come off crazy, but to make it known so we don't lose you...
We are always severely misunderstood... feared and forced to become what we are stereotyped: evil monsters... Who hurt others...
We are not like those things, they are force even more evil than Satan. If a Demon becomes a monster or evil being it is because you made us that way, you didn't give us a chance to be what we truly are.
Just like any other race, we are grossly stereotyped and it hurts us. We are confused with other races and grouped in a box.. please don't put us in a box.
Let us be our individual selves. Let us love you in a way that only a demon can, truly, madly, deeply, purely... let us help you smile, and make sure it never leaves, let us take your burdens as our own, let us listen actively, let us show you our most intimate and naked selves (not necessarily physically, though we don't mind that from the right person (;).
We like to touch, A LOT it may seem annoying or clingly, but if you draw boundaries we won't break them, until we have permission... We will fall for you fast if you are right, and that is just how we are. We also want to taste your life essence occasionally, and will ask nicely, taking in it the least painful way possible. It is a most erotic experience and will offer ourselves to you. A test of faith if you will...
We only ask those we intend to bond with for life... if a demon asks you to bond, it's a pretty big deal, and you must only accept knowing fully what you are getting yourself into...
For a demon, who is bonded, it is more than a marriage, more than a piece of paper, a ring or a collar (though those may be present as well) it is an unbreakable bond, that lasts even beyond death, if you bond, chances are you met in a past life and will meet in every life following this....
However, an actual bond has ceremony... you take blood at the same time as your partner, usually during climax. This is different than just sharing blood, you bite them, then they bite you (or cut if they can't pierce skin with teeth)although this is highly erotic and creates a form of trust and a special connection,and not done with many partners (in most cases, typically we will have a designated blood lender) it is nowhere near the sacred bond.
Know and learn the difference.
How great is that?
How could you turn this down?
Consider these before pushing a demon away... are they really horrible?
Or can you find the diamond amongst all the rough?
Always
Sin,
Demon Queen.
Nightmares/Unrelenting ~
Falling into a peaceful slumber,
She begins to dream,
Following a long path lined with cherry trees,
In full bloom,
A gentle breeze makes them quiver,
Some petals swirl around her,
Taking form in front of her.
Watching,
Eyes wide,
heart pounding,
The petals take shape of her love.
The sun begins to set,
Hand in hand they walk,
At the path's end,
a moonlit waterfall.
He kneels.
"This is it" she thinks,
waiting with baited breath..
He starts to speak,
She can't understand him.
The scene is melting,
like splashed oil paints.
It becomes dark,
She can see only him.
Far off screams fill her ears,
He starts to cry,
stooping,
she wipes his tears.
Looking down to see her hands covered in blood.
Looking up,
She's terrified,
He's turned into a demon,
He speaks in a voice,
That could scare the strongest of men.
"Give me your still beating heart and I will release this body"
She screams for him to fight it,
The demon comes at her,
she runs,
He pops in front of her.
"If you wont give it willingly, I'll take it, and kill him"
Demon and Body now separated.
She reaches into her own chest,
Ripping her heart out,
"I love you"
She's Falling,
She nears the bottom,
Sharp rocks come to view she keeps falling...
Light breaks,
She wakes screaming.
The sunsets,
The Stars Come out,
She falls victim to the night...
Over again,
countless nights,
She tries to fight the night,
Becoming afraid of the dark,
Staying awake for days at a time,
She can't escape her inner hell.
Fire,
Blood,
Spiders,
Bears,
Demons,
Ghosts,
Zombies,
Buildings,
Knives,
Glass rain...
She falls a victim of the night.
Nightmares:unrelenting~
Still afraid of the dark,
Tossing, turning...
Lying awake
Scared to close her eyes.
Praying the morning comes,
Before she has a chance to fall asleep.
3 am the dark claims her,
2 hours before dawn.
Running now,
Through a meadow,
Looks left,
She sees him,
The one her heart belongs to.
Smiling,
He takes her hand,
Their home,
Only a few feet away.
"Wait here, I have a surprise."
He goes inside,
Waiting for what seems ages
Suddenly,
A boom is heard not too far away,
The house bursts into flames,
Their tamed wolves,
Turn on her,
Scratching,
Biting,
Shredding,
She screams his name.
Again and again,
As he comes into view.
Wolf claws her face...
The dark turns to light,
She wakes.
Screaming,
her heart is heavy...
When will this end?
Again,
Night will fall.
Lying awake,
She fears the dark,
Refusing to close her eyes,
She would take her own life,
to not see these anymore.
3 am the dark claims her...
Burning,
Screaming,
Crying,
She takes a bullet,
She jumps off a building,
She sells her soul,
She takes her own life,
She sacrifices everything,
She volunteers as a tribute.
She lets him kill her,
It's a bloody mess,
It's monsters,
It's demons,
It's never ending hall ways.
They chase her,
Rip her apart,
They torture her.
As long as he is unharmed,
She doesn't care how the dream ends.
She still fears the night....
She Is thrown off a cliff,
She finally hits the bottom,
A bloody mess,
The morning light peaks through her window,
She wakes,
Screaming,
Crying..
Her heart,
her soul shatter.
She's used to the nightly horror,
Used to waking Screaming,
Crying.
Patiently,
She waits for the day,
When her dreams stay sweet.
That day never comes....
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Note: I couldn't get into my old blog so I started over. Check the original here: http://snowlotusblogs.blogspot.com/
She begins to dream,
Following a long path lined with cherry trees,
In full bloom,
A gentle breeze makes them quiver,
Some petals swirl around her,
Taking form in front of her.
Watching,
Eyes wide,
heart pounding,
The petals take shape of her love.
The sun begins to set,
Hand in hand they walk,
At the path's end,
a moonlit waterfall.
He kneels.
"This is it" she thinks,
waiting with baited breath..
He starts to speak,
She can't understand him.
The scene is melting,
like splashed oil paints.
It becomes dark,
She can see only him.
Far off screams fill her ears,
He starts to cry,
stooping,
she wipes his tears.
Looking down to see her hands covered in blood.
Looking up,
She's terrified,
He's turned into a demon,
He speaks in a voice,
That could scare the strongest of men.
"Give me your still beating heart and I will release this body"
She screams for him to fight it,
The demon comes at her,
she runs,
He pops in front of her.
"If you wont give it willingly, I'll take it, and kill him"
Demon and Body now separated.
She reaches into her own chest,
Ripping her heart out,
"I love you"
She's Falling,
She nears the bottom,
Sharp rocks come to view she keeps falling...
Light breaks,
She wakes screaming.
The sunsets,
The Stars Come out,
She falls victim to the night...
Over again,
countless nights,
She tries to fight the night,
Becoming afraid of the dark,
Staying awake for days at a time,
She can't escape her inner hell.
Fire,
Blood,
Spiders,
Bears,
Demons,
Ghosts,
Zombies,
Buildings,
Knives,
Glass rain...
She falls a victim of the night.
Nightmares:unrelenting~
Still afraid of the dark,
Tossing, turning...
Lying awake
Scared to close her eyes.
Praying the morning comes,
Before she has a chance to fall asleep.
3 am the dark claims her,
2 hours before dawn.
Running now,
Through a meadow,
Looks left,
She sees him,
The one her heart belongs to.
Smiling,
He takes her hand,
Their home,
Only a few feet away.
"Wait here, I have a surprise."
He goes inside,
Waiting for what seems ages
Suddenly,
A boom is heard not too far away,
The house bursts into flames,
Their tamed wolves,
Turn on her,
Scratching,
Biting,
Shredding,
She screams his name.
Again and again,
As he comes into view.
Wolf claws her face...
The dark turns to light,
She wakes.
Screaming,
her heart is heavy...
When will this end?
Again,
Night will fall.
Lying awake,
She fears the dark,
Refusing to close her eyes,
She would take her own life,
to not see these anymore.
3 am the dark claims her...
Burning,
Screaming,
Crying,
She takes a bullet,
She jumps off a building,
She sells her soul,
She takes her own life,
She sacrifices everything,
She volunteers as a tribute.
She lets him kill her,
It's a bloody mess,
It's monsters,
It's demons,
It's never ending hall ways.
They chase her,
Rip her apart,
They torture her.
As long as he is unharmed,
She doesn't care how the dream ends.
She still fears the night....
She Is thrown off a cliff,
She finally hits the bottom,
A bloody mess,
The morning light peaks through her window,
She wakes,
Screaming,
Crying..
Her heart,
her soul shatter.
She's used to the nightly horror,
Used to waking Screaming,
Crying.
Patiently,
She waits for the day,
When her dreams stay sweet.
That day never comes....
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Note: I couldn't get into my old blog so I started over. Check the original here: http://snowlotusblogs.blogspot.com/
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